Missing the Beauty

This poem expressed that the poet missed his beauty but he could not get her.Yet he was unwilling to change his aspiration and go with the stream.

I miss the person I love，the person I love.

I wipe out my tears and then look far away.

No one makes me an introduction in a long way.

I've what I want to say but can't write an essay.

I am extremely honest but have been wronged.

I cannot go forward because I am in a dilemma.

I'm willing to state my thoughts every day.

But I cannot do it because of a heavy heart.

I wish the drifting clouds are willing to send words for me.

But unfortunately the cloud master is unwilling to help.

So I have to ask the wild goose to send a letter for me.

Yet the wild goose flew away and refused to help me.

Then the Emperor Ku was not an ordinary person.

He met phoenix to send gift in a mood hospitable.

I don't dare to turn my coat and go with stream.

I think all these things are extremely shameless.

I've been being devastated for so many years.

My inner resentment hasn't been weakened.

Suppose I am requested to lose my aspiration.

How can it be easy as turning one's hand over？

I clearly know that a right way is too hard to follow.

But I cannot but go forward following the right way.

I might die of an old age in great sorrow.

I am unwilling to change my early heart.

I'll do my best to control the horse rein.

I would ask Zaofu to hold whip for me.

I prefer walking slowly instead of running.

It lets me appreciate the scenery at ease.

I raise my hand and point the west of Mount Panzhong.

That is the place where Hanshui River takes its source.

I've been walking till now the sun will set at dusk.

I will get there at dusk according to appointment.

I come here only to wait for the next year.

It'll be warm with the sun brightly shining.(https://www.daowen.com)

I will sing out at the top of my voice.

I will leisurely stroll at Xiashui River.

I will gather fragrant plants in bushes.

Then I'll put them on the sand beach.

The ancient people and I are not in same times.

Who will appreciate the fragrant grass with me？

I am gathering bamboo and all sorts of grasses.

They can be woven into nice decorating rings.

The decorating tape flutter gracefully.

But they will be withered unavoidably.

I would like to be happy and at ease tentatively.

I enjoy the difference of the people of the south.

What I seek is happiness in my heart.

I have no regard for resentment at all.

Fragrance and dunghill are mixed.

But blossoms will be in full bloom.

Fragrance will surely be spread far away.

It's substantial inside and bright outside.

So long as the quality of truth and honesty exist，

The reputation will spread even in remote place.

I will invite bili to help me bring us together.

But I'm afraid that I will walk too long a way.

I'm going to gather lotus and request it to be my medium.

I fear water may wet my feet when I hold my clothes up.

I don't love to ascend a height.

But I cannot go into the water.

It's because my hands and feet are unused to it.

But hesitation makes me uneasy and anxious.

I act completely according to my old habits.

I always persist in this without any changes.

I don't care that I'm doomed to stay in darkness.

I'd like to take advantage of the sun not setting.

I am going lonely to the south area.

I only want to learn from Pengxian.